SOA/ RIP JAX!

So I am officialy on a rant!!! I love SOA I have watched the show from the very beginning. So disappointed about the ending series finale:-(I didn't want to see Jax go out that way. His character was better than that. I wanted him to go with Wendy, Nero, and the kids to the farm! He went out the same way JT Teller did. It broke my heart. There was no closure for me, so on that note Mr. Sutter I think you should do a show the the originals before Jax. I would like to see how Gemma was before all the real madness! #SOAFinale

Marrige and living together before you say "I do".

Well a lot has happen since the last time I was on here. I am now married and let me tell you nothing feels different. I am now Mrs. McNear! It's been a long time coming for us and I have known the man since I was 19 yr. old!!! Wow do I feel old lol! I feel like since we lived together before we were husband and wife we knew ahead of time what we were getting into. I know some people believe you should be married before living together, but I personally believe it helps you get to know your future husband of wife before the big plunge. You get to know all their faults and vices, what they expect of you as a future spouse. I can honestly say I love my Mr. even more! He has his faults and so I do I, but I truly believe our faults is what make us who we are. I wouldn't change a thing about my husband. So on that note here is to two months of marriage and a 50 or more years to go!!! 

My Dad's Angel.

                                                    This guy makes my heart melt. Did I ever tell anyone my Dad's story and why Punch my dog is such a value to our family? Anyway it all started back in 2009 I think. I try not to think about it because it hurts me to this day. My Dad was dignosed with throat cancer. I was so upset and angry. He was a smoker and he quit cold turkey at the young age of 22yr. I bought Punch back in 2008. I would bring him over to visit my Dad and Mom once in awhile. Well one day before we found out about the cancer Punch would jump in my Dad's lap and lick him always in the same spot  around his throat. My Mom and I thought that was odd. I did some research and come to find out dogs smell cancer! Crazy right?! So long story short because of him my Dad caught it in time and got the propper treatment. Punch saved my Dad's life. I do believe animals are earth angles! Love you sweet little ball of fur!!!!

Writers Block

I have writers block!!! Blah! Is there a cure?

Feeling Stressed

Lately life has thrown me a few curve balls:-( I was recently laid off. I feel scared and unsure. I hope and pray I get a job soon. On top of having a house I have a wedding I am trying to plan. It is very scary not knowing what's around the corner.

Happy 2014

I know I haven't been on here in awhile, I just wanted to say happy new year and 2014 here I come!!!

The great outdoors

Wishing I was outside right now:-) Friday is almost here.